The bold truth

[Boldtruth]

If I could show you the things Ive seen if you could somehow know the expseriances I have had with religion,You would see,Christ was not the only one who was crusified persicuted religion has done the same to many.

Threw out my life I have been threw hell because of religion.I was abused as a child and reportedly even as a baby I was molested and physically abused mentaly verbally ect I also exsperianced neglect and abandonment and on and on.I was dumped off from one home to another and threw it all there were two kinds of people who raised me ,several kinds amongst the two.

There were those who physically mentally sexually hurt me with there abuse and there were those who let them those who closed there eyes and pretended nothing was wrong.They were the ones who tried to put a nice pretty little wrapping on a very bad thing and pretend that somehow made it good.Of all the abuses I went threw in my life,religion and a lack of love were what jacked me up the worst.They put scars on me that nobody could see,But that never really healed,I have been hurt in ways I can not exspress by religion and nobody gave a flip.

I have been in everything from Babtist to Pentacoastal to non christian religions and I have been so hurt by religion period that sometimes I think Ill never really be ok sometimes I think,The fear will always come back no matter what I do .Because for me,Religion has been and is like an exstreemly abusive parent one who is like Dr Jeckal and Mr Hide.One side brutally cruel and sadistic while the other side is in denial of its own truth and it aids the cruel side by pretending it doesnt exsist or that it is rightous in its exsistance it compells the faithful to be like it by that I mean it compells the faithful to be double minded .Because on one hand they claim God is love and that we are to love one another,on the other hand what they show to the disbeliever and some believers alike is anything but love.,When they look at a disbeliever and see that disbeliever as someone who is un godly and worthy of eternal hell symply because they dont believe,When they deem it justice because they claim God said so.
Well thats about as far from love as you can get,not only that but it is the highest form of blasphemy.And yet there religion has them like a puppet on a string afraid to think for themselves afraid to question there "faith" afraid to face the truth.

Threw out the world one religion or another is protected,because unfortunately people of all religions have exsperianced religious persicution,people have been persicuted because of there religion,And yes that is wrong,but the symple fact which I have discovered is that .While people of all religions have been persicuted for there religions,People of all religions have persicuted others  because of there lack of religion and of all the religious persicution I have seen,I believe non have been so persicuted as the disbeliever,And yet there are no laws protecting them.Every religion I know of has some form of "hate" directed at disbelievers I believe that religious persicution of the disbeliever is worst,Because not only do they persicute the body but they attempt to persicute the immortal soul for eternity the disbeliever can only torment the body while it lives.Most of the religions I have found so far,looks down on women in one form or another,with the exseption of Wicca and Goddess religions
,How ever every religion I know of has some form of teaching that we reap what we sow and yet every religion I know of also has some form of curse and contempt for the disbeliever.They lift the believer to heaven weather there worthy or not and the lower the disbeliever to hell wether there worthy or not,And truth be told nobody deserves eternal hell.

[Boldtruth]

In the community where I live now,Im told they call it the bible belt,I dont know but I know where I live there is a whole lot of bible worshiping going on!The persicution of "non Christians" is constant and yet it is never looked at as persicution but that is exactly what it is.
The churches have the power here I believe they control things here and I dont know if I can exspress it or exsplain it properly,But if your not the right person with the right name in the right religion,You are not equal not treated as an equal.

Because people with the right name in the right religion ect can get away with murder and the community just puts a pretty little wrapper over it and pretends its all great but its not it not at all,Ok let me exsplain exactly what I mean.

When I first read about Matthew he insistantly made me think of some of the kids in this community I tried to help.one in particular who has even threatend to kill befor and rage compells him to flip out sometimes,But inside he is just a scared little boy who feels alone and desperately in need of something better,This boy has been raised in a family with the right name and right influence and most assuredly the right religion after all his grandpa was a preacher.
This boy has been crying out for help sence he was little and I assure you if he were not in the "right family "He would have been removed from the home long ago infact Im sure all the kids would have been it is a disfunctional and abusive family very much so.
The boys uncle is a self confessed and known sexual preditor,he has been for years but he always gets away with it,Because his brother was a preacher and churches can get you out of trouble here I know that for a fact because Ive seen it happen to many times not to know.After all I know a "full gospel"preacher here who admited to me that he had got this boys momma out of trouble three times for meth child neglect and endangerment ect there is so much that goes on immoral and illegal,But nothing is ever done.

because there a part of "the protected church family here"Here it doesnt matter what evil you commit if you claim you found Jesus or know Jesus people tend to look the other way close there eyes and even cover for you and keep you out of trouble,And me,I do not like our prison system,so I hate for anyone to go to jail or prison,But if everyone is so busy protecting the guilty who will be there to protect the innocent?Nobody.thats who.The kids in this family have cried out for help for years but help never came because people are to busy protecting and covering for the grandparents the church family.and so the cycle of abuse only continues
now this boy plays with deadly weapons as though they were toys he has exstreem anger issues and drug addictions he has been known to flip out and threaten to kill everyone and then kill himself and he isnt afriad to fight so the possibility is very high that one day he or his brother might carry out his threat.

He and his family needed help long ago but nobody wanted to offend his grandparents so they never got the help they need and if someday he does flip out and kill people they will of course as usual pretend they didnt know,But they did they just looked the other way.Because I HAVE SEEN THEM DO IT!From little things like the boys shooting at the road and at targets across the road such as street signs and there grandparents mailbox {all of which can be easily proven because the evidance is still there the bullet holes and the bullet casings on and around there granparents porch ect,
The evidance was there when officers came out} And yet they never got so much as a ticket or a warning.from little things like that,to when the youngest boy went hunting people nothing is ever done so they never get help,Because its like the community has enabled them symply because of who the grandparents are,And who they are ,needs help too,The elderly man is disabled now and the elderly women is abusive to him she cant help herself she isnt well minded,But she is abusive I am told she always has been abusive I have seen her be abusive even to small children.I was just told earlier about how she beat her daughter when her daughter was just a baby she beat her so bad her own mother tried to hide the baby from her sometimes so she wouldnt beat her now her kids are all grown up with issues and the cycle continues and everybody knows but nobody does anything.I try but Im nobody in this community so I dont get anywhere.I dont like religion period anymore I dont like it and I dont trust it at all because it put me threw hell and its still doing it and I fear it always will.But I love people and I know there must be better somehow somewhere there must be a better way.