Murray Massacre Revisited...

First, let me say that I really didn't mean to try to dominate these boards...it just seems like fertile ground for a lot of exploration that I had not had to opportunity to express/experience previously...

On to the meat:
The shooting at the new lifew church was an undeniable tragedy, but I must say, couldn't have happened at a better place. I may have mentioned this before, but I have become convienced that there is a massive satanic conspiracy (I do still believe in satan, or at least recognize his existence) operating within large "mainstream" christian churches. New life church is/was one of the main epicenters of this activity. A number of years back, my family became concerned over my explorations into the occult (including but not limited to the thelamite doctrines, those espoused by the OTO) and sent me to see "Dr" Jim Logan at Souix City, IA. I was an adult at this point, but figured that I could use a vacation, so I went. Logan is about as spiritually aware as a wooden indian, but while I was there I met another young adult whose experiences represented a kind of synthesis of mine and MM's.
This guy "jesus" let's call him (I didn't get his permission to use his name or story, sorry) grew up in Xristianity. His parents were involved in the ministry at a large church in one of the larger cities in texas. Also involved in the ministry there were a number of statanists who ritually abused many of the youth. The abuse that he described was worse than atrocious; children were subjected to the most heinous of deprivations, cornholing, sex with animals, a perverted passion play in which Xrist told them that he couldn't help. My friend was one of the lucky ones, he was eventually able, by the grace of the Goddess (god, whoever) to deal with the torture that he'd experienced and forgive his family for subjecting to such evil "authorities."
Unfortunately, many are not so lucky. I have come to the understanding that this type of abuse was practiced at the NLC, sometimes under the direct influence of that faggot ted haggard. As such, I can't blame MM for doing what he did. I thank god (Goddess, whoever) that the most extensive abuse I ever suffered at the hands of churchfolk was emotional; if I had gone through what they have gone through, I would have bombed the fucking place, believe it.
To the best of my knowledge, the sect at NLC went underground after the haggard fiasco, but that doesn't mean that they are no longer opperating. If there are parents reading this: Take your children out of church before it is too late! Always be open with your children about sensitive issues, make sure they know that can share anything, because these people use the xristian perspective on sexuality to shame these kids into silence. Most of all: NEVER believe the word of a christ-stain leader over the word of your young one.